Not Sure Where This Is Going

[Niall11]

A very bad day yesterday, and I right after I said I was doing OK at avoiding the most egregious mistakes. After discussing on Monday how W would honor a schedule and would go out less, she went to a Meetup event after work with no notice. She later said she "put it on the calendar," by which she meant that, the morning of, she wrote it on the wall calendar nobody ever looks at. She put it in the box for the first Tuesday...in March. Because nobody turned the page when the month changed. That's not adequate notice.

She came home at 7:45 when I was just about to get D2 to bed. She got D2 all riled up, running and jumping around, and totally messed up the bedtime routine. I wasn't happy about any of it and we ended up having a discussion in which we both said things that have probably been on our minds for a while but were better not said under those circumstances. I feel like I should have kept my mouth shut. She slept in the living room and is talking about moving out and imminent D.

Ugh.