More texts, more bitterness. Never earned enough, she never forgave me for an indiscretion. Never again though... I haven't forgiven myself for that either.
I'm greedy she says... I don't give a flying Foxtrot about the money. It was supposed to be OUR retirement. Right now I loathe it exists. One of my Grandfathers had a good job. Dad had a pension. Looks like I will be working until I die or get to ill to work.
Foxtrotting TSM go away. That's not the answer. Go play on the tracks TSM and ride the long black train in my place.

Every other or third thought... I implode... again and again...

Even after those messages... Mahal ko ang aking asawa.

H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1