Originally Posted by lost8
Although there is definitely still anxiety sometimes I am doing much better and no longer feel the need to snoop. Her actions are consistent with her words. My W has pushed me to look at her accounts, etc and I said I don't need or want to. I told her all along I knew and the only reason I snooped, followed, etc was to validate that I was not crazy.


Originally Posted by lost8
Ws phone was left out last night and I looked, first time in a while.


You no longer feel the need to snoop huh? Those posts are literally two days apart!!!!!!! STOP SNOOPING.

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Saw deleted email from 3/13 to OM about counting the days...which referred to an email a few months back I think about days until either his kid or her kid was 18.


So you saw an email from 3 weeks ago that had been deleted. You don't know if she replied, or even read it. What did you learn from it? NOTHING. So why are you spinning?


Me: 60 w/ S18, D24, D27

M: 21 years; BD: 06-14-12; S: 09-10-12; D final: 03-17-14; XW:57