Thanks Peace. I went back and read again my last post and thought to myself, how different is this from the beginning? I would argue it is an issue of scale only.
I am working on stepping as far back as possible in every regard. I just have to get through the tax filing and then I'm going to make it clear that the only person I want to talk to about our relationship is his lawyer (I won't be lawyering up for the next round, I was writing all of my own pleadings anyway and will only consult with mine on particular issues). Not worrying about the cost will help me stay true to the course.
I had already resolved that I want to focus on what it is intuitive and organic. I want to stop indulging in flights of fantasy, and I don't want to have any hope of any kind as it regards him. To that end, I'm going to sign off until I get through this. My best to all of you for your kindnesses and support.
Job, can you lock this thread (looks like I'm about there anyway).
