Yes Sandi things have gotten better. Although there is definitely still anxiety sometimes I am doing much better and no longer feel the need to snoop. Her actions are consistent with her words. My W has pushed me to look at her accounts, etc and I said I don't need or want to. I told her all along I knew and the only reason I snooped, followed, etc was to validate that I was not crazy.
W still says she is sorry for everything that she has done and I have forgiven her for her past actions even though she continues to say it. She does not know how I would ever be able to forgive her for everything. She is trying to make good changes in her life and I am supporting those as best I can.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
