Update - I spoke with a friend on the phone who gave me sage advice and helped me a lot. Then I turned to my Day 3 of "What on Earth am I Here For" (40 days of purpose driven life), and it was all about how to find Peace. At the top of the list is to accept what I cannot change. Well, I think I've heard that a few times here and elsewhere! To Trust in God and surrender to His loving control where #2 and #3. Anyway, the podcast was the EXACT thing I needed tonight. Amazing how that happens.....
