Hi Krull, I have been at this for almost 18 yrs. and still wondering what happened, but I am not giving up, at my age I really don't want to start over with someone else, if he returns he returns, if not then it's his loss, I love ME! and my life now, it will take a very long time for them to come to their senses, IF they ever do. Best thing for you is keep busy, don't wait for the phone to ring, get out and do things for you, things that you enjoy, I am a woman of faith and my faith has gotten me to where I am now, I'm happy, laughing having fun with my family and friends. You will have to hold on to your boot straps and carry on without her. She really does not even think of you right now, and please take good care of yourself. I don't mean to be a party pooper but I was just like you all those many years ago, it hurts like the devil in your heart, but you will feel and get better with time, it doesn't feel like it right now but I promise that it will. It's just too new for you right now, she has given you the gift of time, use it wisely. God bless you with all of your heat's desire's and may he give you the PEACE that surpasses understanding. take care.
