Aren't they're indecisive feelings amazing and conflictive? Going from platonic to "can I have a hug, this is really hard" Now D papers. Her way of hugging you was probably her way of saying good bye right before serving you the D petition.

Rightfully so, good for you, don't let her set goals for you. Im going to use that one! And rightfully so, take all the time you need to decide to sign D papers. Whether they be for logical reasons, financial reasons, or emotional reasons, and whether you want to consult with a L.