M is continuing to be an even more stand up guy. My dad is suffering horribly from prostatits and hasn’t had releif in 2 weeks and isn’t expected to have it for at least 2 more. The kind of pain that destroys my dad? In his manhood, and that is killing him right now. He is taking me to surgery andncoming Thursday night but really wants to go home Friday night but I need to have someone with me. So I asked M and he said “of course” he just seems like all of a sudden like a super commuted boyfriend. And very loving. He says it a lot now. And is showing it again. It’s interesting.
I’m getting used to my boobs being gone. I realize how much I really never paid attention to them anyways. They aren’t making a huge difference in my world like this right now. I rarely show cleavage when I dress, I’m a pretty modest dresser. Once in a while I dress it up a little sexy, but not all that often. And sexy can be worn in many different ways. One compliment my ex would lend me was that I managed to dress sexy with class.
Work has been kicking my butt. I work hard long days. But my days fly by and I adore my coworkers. I’ll hopefully find some balance soon.
Off to AC tomorrow! One of my friend’s husband is leaving her. They have a long sordid story, but he fell in love with a coworker and now he’s moving out into his own apartment and they just told the kids. She’s gonna need some TLC this weekend.
Big week coming up, so I’m gonna live it up this weekend!
