Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

Well sort of a direct intervention by God, it looks like I will be divorced.
She sent me a text after a string of them of Engelbert Humperdinck, Please release me.
One of the more crushing days.
Supposed to talk to my DB coach tomorrow about noon.
What now? That monster just got really foxtrotting big with extra arms and all that.
Yeah... kids, grandkids, family, friends.
Was supposed to be Mrs. Turbine first and always.
To me it is.
To her no foxtrotting way.
Is this the plan God? Marriage is can be difficult but to end like this?
I want her to be happy. I just thought it would be with me.
So have I learned what I need to God?
Her sails are filled and I am lost at sea.