So we just got back from church. Evening liturgy.

Here in Greece these Fridays before Easter are Salutations to the Virgin Mary. In Orthodox faith Easter is a larger significance holiday than Christmas as it leads to the Resurrection.

So this is the second Friday we went. And as we light our candles each time, I wonder what her wish is.
We all know what mine is. What all LBS want. The dream of all of it going away.
I think she is praying for the opposite, to cancel my prayers out.

How bizzare this period in my life is. We are holding the kid in our hands and I can feel her praying for release.


B.D in December 2018
Physical Affairs discovered in April 2019
Divorced May 2019
H (me) 49
W (her) 29