In my story, ex-h repeatedly told me he loves me.. BUT just not in that way.. like a sister kind of love. His last attempt at declaring his love was: " i really do love you, i just did not know if i wanted to live with you anymore".
In the very first year after bomb, i had told ex-h that he wanted everything but me. His gf, our kids, the house, his job etc. EVERYTHING BUT ME. He answered: " NO, i want you to".
It seem like he was telling the truth..lol But his loyalty to OW is lacking as much as his loyalty to our family lacked back then.
He does not see anything wrong with his actions therefor can NOT comprehend our reaction. I get blame for all repercussion he faces with me, with the kids and even ( sometimes) with his OW.. Oh well....
Life goes on. At bomb, he told me:" there is more to life then this" . I could not beleive we meant so little to him. Today, the table is reverse. I say:" there is more to life than him" and he can' t beleive i am not begging him to come back to us...
NATURE!!!! fuel for Peace, serenity, beauty, discovery, amazement etc.. i love nature!
We have many things in common. I to am very quiet. I do not socialize much. I keep to myself alot. I only do things with my children or a couple of friends. If there is too many people at once, i get quiet and i observe and listen. I like my life this way. With summer approaching, i am already planning future road trips and hiking spots i would like to go to. We ( me and the children) have 2 trips on our priority list. One is at a bird sanctuary and the other at a pisciculture. I will take pictures and post them on fb for you to see. It would be so much fun if i could take you with us as i know you would love those 2 places..
I am looking forward to see your adventure pics of the summer! Have a good one Tad!
