Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

Staying awake in church is not something I am succeeding at. Not happy with that.

Yesterday after work, my uncle and cousin's husband came and picked up a cabinet for my aunt. It had been her mom's. My mom got it when Grandma died. Mrs. Turbine raised a stink about me not getting it. We didn't have space and having it wasn't important to have it. So now my aunt has it. I may get it back again, may not.

Mrs. Turbine gave up any veto on this when she filed. Didn't say anything to me this morning.
Don't care either.

Went to the gym, had a good work out. Training session tonight. Need to talk with my DB coach too. Been having a few rough spots. Issues with the settlement.

Even after all this I still love her. Forgive her and would take her back. According to His plan.