Does anyone have any idea what goes through the MLCer's mind when they find out that the LBS wants nothing to do with them? I want nothing to do with XW really and according to son, she was "dumbfounded" that I felt that way. Is wanting to be "friendly" a type of reconnection or is that just for appearance sake? I got bomb drop 8 and a half years ago, so maybe her trip is over? Or maybe it will never end? Just wondering what really happened in that head of hers when she found out that this guy who would do ANYTHING to get her back now wants NOTHING to do with her. Thoughts?
Also, for those looking to GAL, try nature. I can't even put into words the joy that walking in the park or visiting the zoo brings me. It's good for the soul to get out and watch the birds. You can see a lot of truly amazing things if you just stop and take the time to look. I like to take pictures of them and never realized how pretty a bird as simple as a pigeon can be. I've always loved Bald Eagles and Humpback Whales, but since all of the craziness with XW started and I FINALLY worked up enough courage to get out and do things, I have started to realize that I like all nature. It's not just whales and birds. (I also think that the rats that I had helped a little too.) I sometimes think I missed my calling. Maybe I should have got into wildlife and skipped the radio career.
I've kind of become reclusive and don't have a whole lot to do with many people outside of work. Maybe that isn't healthy, but I'm okay with it. And, for the most part, I'm happy.
Anyways, sorry for the ramble.
Day by day peeps. It gets better.
Take the time to look.
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
