I am contemplating whether it is a good thing to R as I don’t think I will be able to forgive and forget easily what has occurred. It seems unfair that I give and never receive. This is a big issue with how I behave, always giving , listening and understanding, when no one reciprocates . If I give any truth out it always ends I tears and I think I am beginning to not care .
I think its okay to put your emotions on hold the best you can and not let them overwhelm you while you go through this. being put through the ringer is no fun. we have to find ways to deal with this the best way we can, one day at a time.
Originally Posted by Tryhard
How good it would be to have a kind caring partner. Without this forum I honestly believed there were no good people out there .
I will not settle for any Relationship that is not 2 way . I just see so many selfish people in this world and I think I need to understand where like minded people will be that I can interact with .
Next step is to get into meditation and see where that takes me . Love to all you good people
There are plenty of good people in the world outside of here. GAL and go meet them. I know there are some near you. People are not one sided. There's good and bad in all of us. I hear you though. You're hurting and it makes things look grim. It will get better.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
