AS - He texted me today and I honestly forgot to reply. Now it is so late I wouldn’t even know what to say. I wouldn’t have a problem being direct with most people but this guy has been through soooo much. I just feel like a jerk.
FS - OLD = Online Dating...lol. Honestly...I’m with the chap who sits next to you at work...lol. In your age group, you would have your pick of men. And the great thing is that you totally get to control who you meet, if you meet anyone. It’s kinda like catalogue shopping in a way...lol.
Got a message from a guy on Plenty of Fish that was so funny I had to reply...lol. It started with “OMG!! I think I love you!!!...lol.” Well...he has good taste at least. Good thing he lives far away or I might have a stalker on my hands...lol.
Still spending a lot of time texting with Facebook guy. He texted me at 5:30 that he was planning to go for a hike. I told him it is too bad I live an hour away otherwise I would have gone with him. He accused me of playing the “too far away” card. I also know that he would practically run up the trail (he never goes anywhere that is not uphill) and leave me in the dust so I will play that card as long as I can...lol. I think we are both kidless this weekend so may get together. Not sure I have ever had a “relationship” like this with a guy before. Usually I decide within 15 minutes of meeting someone if I am attracted to them or not which has been the case with every other person I have met so far (heavy on the “not” side of things with one maybe who took himself out of the game probably because of my lack of enthusiasm...lol) but not with this guy. I think I am attracted to him physically but I really don’t know for sure because when I see him I don’t even think about that side of things. And I have no idea why. So...if I see him this weekend, I think I need to pay more attention...lol. Maybe I’m afraid to be attracted or not be attracted because I like him so much? It’s like I don’t want to risk the friendship at this point because I would miss talking to him if the physical part isn’t there and that ruined things. Feel like I am babbling on about it... Sometimes I think I use this site to think outloud. Anyway...I will continue to ponder while I sleep.
