Turbine, hang in there man. I know it is hard. I think most of us struggle with how could this person that loved me enough to marry me and have kids can so easily just discard me. It is such a weird feeling, surreal almost. I know there were days I almost expected my WW to say "JUST KIDDING! I didn't mean it!" Of course, that isn't the case, she did really mean it, and it means focusing all my efforts on controlling me and what I need to do, not trying to control her.
Turbine, the roller-coaster is real. Feeling great one day, feeling like the world is ending the next. I literally would not wish this on my worst enemy! No one deserves to go through this pain.
Chin up man, it will get better.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018