Sorry for the many posts but I wanted to share the below. Whilst reading the book of poetry (in the coffee shop) I started to quietly cry to myself. I wasn't sad. The words just resonated with me. Must have looked like a crazy person, but honestly, some of it really hit home.

I wanted to share the below for all of us who were so broken that we didn't think we could make it, then found that we had the strength to do so.

Ghost Story
Nikita Gill

Ask me my favourite ghost story
and I will tell you the one
about your haunted house heart
still housing all the people you used to be.

The child inside you
you thought life had taken
the person who was full of joy
that tragedy had broken.

You imagined they had left you
that those parts of you
that made you incandescent
and valuable are gone.

What no one ever told you
was that nothing ever really dies
not if it matters to you
your memories keep it alive.

It is the law of the universe
that even ghosts understand
as long as they matter to someone
they still exists and in your heart they stand.

Ghosts of the person you used to be
are so proud of who you are
they live on inside of you applauding you
for living on despite your scars.


W40 (me), H40
M14, Together 16
D12, D9

BD Oct 17
Moved out Mar 18