Thank you B, AS and Blu. So good to hear from all of you. I was at home getting ready for what was supposed to be my first date with Facebook guy but alas, it is not to be. He lives in a town about an hour from here with one highway in and out. We were supposed to meet at 5:30 at a town half way and go for a walk on the beach. Both of needed to be back home around 8:00. Anyway... as luck would have it, someone decided it would be a good time to have a massive traffic accident that has closed the highway in both directions. So...not meant to be today. I am very disappointed but can’t get too bent out of shape about it. Could be worse...it could be him in the accident. So I am glad for that.
I do feel like I have a pretty good attitude and am not getting into the dating world as a way of escape. Honestly, I am just ready to get out there and figure out who I am apart from being my kids’ mom. I am not looking to replace my H because the truth is, there is nothing to replace. He hasn’t been around for years and I have finally recognized and accepted it. I deserve better and I know better is out there. And better at this point is either with someone great or on my own. I’m okay with either outcome cause I know that I will have lots of fun along the way...lol.
Had a “like” from a guy who lives about 30 minutes away. He’s 49, has the same level education as me, has a couple of kids, looks really nice and says his passions are motocross and flying. So...a bit of a risk taker maybe. Thinking about messaging him (it’s Bumble so it has to be me that messages) although I know that if I start talking to too many people, I will definitely get overwhelmed.
