Detaching pretty well right now. Her arguments are one sided. I don’t respond and move on. I have so far dropped the rope as my BIL has said. I might have detached too much. I am to the point that I find her unattractive with that hate and angry tone and personality she now has. I have felt this since Sunday. I have started doing more research in divorce and or dissolution. I just am not in love with this woman any more. I have been happier and healthier since she moved out.

I am in the best athletic shape in 15 years. I feel happier and more productive at work again. Feeling good. I know I am supposed to continue DB but I am right now looking forward to being divorced and moving on with the better me. I am taking a few weeks to decide but I feel good.


T: 17 M:10
Me: 38 W: 36
S:9 D:7 D:7
ILYBNILWY - 1/29/19
Affair Confirmed: 2/9/19
Divorce Filed: 5/9/2019