That's a really sad dream. That fear of what is under his mask and what it is he's hiding from you, and the loneliness of being kept at arm's length, and the fact that you worry he's cut off and lonely under his mask too, and an acknowledgement that it's probably all about him and his problems and not yours, and that as much as you want to fix him or take off his mask, you can't. It is sad. Really sad. And I am glad you had a nice breakfast and got your kiss this morning. Did you tell your H about your dream and if so, how did he respond?