Actually it gave me some insightful perspective on her current state of mind and where I stand. After hearing all the lies for so long, it was refreshing to hear her true feelings despite how negative they are towards recon right now. It gives motivation to double down on my 180s and GAL to show her what she’s missing.
Well that's good, we usually encourage people not to snoop because you usually get little fragments of info that you don't know how to decipher and it just causes more confusion and angst. But if it gave you some insight and incentive then hey, run with it. I'd just caution not to continue snooping because you probably won't get any info beyond what you already have now, and if she catches you then she will likely get very angry and hold it over your head for a long time.
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I’m also hopeful that her limerence with the 25 year OM could be fizzling if he stops reciprocating.
Don't pin your hopes on that improving your sitch because she's likely to just go on the hunt for OM2, 3 and 4. That's what usually happens.
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Nevertheless, it seems like she is ready to transfer that fantasy to anyone else, except LBH.
