Roist and Sjohn6

Thanks for stopping by

Loved the reminder that no m is perfect

Mine never was

And it never will be

And that is okay

We are all imperfect

And that is okay



Journaling

So one thing that is causing some tension

Is that w says I have been walking on egg shells

Imagine that

That is a fair criticism

But I think I still have a lot of anxiety

I know the answer is relaxing

Being confident

Staying in the moment

But at times I get anxious

When she gets angry or depressed or critical or hides

Is another BD coming

What if this fragile thing

Falls apart again


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving