Got a life, now what?

[97Hope]

today was a great day. I had a fantastic day at work. I repeat myself, but it is SOOOO great feeling valued. I didn't realize how low I was until I was excited to be around people who smile when they see me. H was here when I got home. S17 and I had dinner plans and S told H he was welcome to join us. H declined. I'm not surprised. I've stopped asking him if he wants to eat with us. Tonight didn't bother me a bit that he didn't come along.

I realized today that I was so busy at work, I didn't have time to think about my sitch.

Prayed with a friend this morning. I know that helped a lot. I think I will focus more on God and less on this situation.

Thankful that I'm not as sad and depressed as I was last week. Man I tanked!

S17 and I sang all the way home in the car tonight and it was great to laugh and just let go with him. I hope that I can bee a good example in this.

DILs (21) & (25) are calling/texting checking up on me. They want to know what's going on. I have referred them to H. I'm not saying another word about any of this to them unless they ask me a direct question about me.

Thankful for days like this and trying to journal it before I go to bed. I need reminders of the hope I have in God, even when it's dark, I feel a great deal of comfort and peace.

I pray that for all of you tonight. Thanks for reading.