WAW says I'm the "perfect husband and partner"

[Jamine]

Heard back after that message. W says she loves me and doesn't want to hurt me, and that's why she won't live in the house with me once I'm back.

I didn't expect this, and I kind of feel like it's a nail in the coffin. How do I come back from this? I want to keep hope, but this was hard to hear.