Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

I've been thinking all day (okay, really between testing equipment) about inviting Mrs. Turbine to join us. Haven't though as much as I'd want to.

Wouldn't be very GAL would it.

Since she has no intention of remaining or anything else.... would be pointless.

Moving.... just not feeling it to be progress.

My MiL wants me to take her to see oldest D and grand daughters. W should be doing this, needs to talk to her Mother.
I'd give a whole lot to do just that. With either of my parents or her Dad. By the end of May she should be in the Philippines again, likely for good considering her age. Not a happy thought for me. I will miss her too.

Some of this seems so MLC and some is so WAW.

I feel I will burn my arm to the shoulder carrying this torch some days. How do I drop it because I am already burned.

God, looks like a long conversational prayer tonight. Long and rambling.

Thanks for reading all.