Allison I made all those mistakes too. Thank God no more of that.
I really have grown spiritually, but I think she only wants to cut me down to be happy. Which I wont allow.
There is emotional baggage there for sure from her childhood. (parents always argued, absent father)


AnotherStranger, trying really hard to get out of the house,. Have a toddler and I need to take care of him and cook for the family as she is always out, so I am trying to keep the boat afloat as she is opening holes in it.

Steve85 you nailed it.
She has said she has nor more respect, trust or love for me. I do see signs of her attraction for me, not sure if it helps.
I took ownership of all my mistakes a while back and explained why some of them happened that way.
I am unfortunately unemployed for years and this killed me. I was a high paid IT engineer in the States for a Fortune 500 company and got furloughed, then the crisis in Greece hit as I was starting my family here. I never regained momentum.
Playing my last card to return to the US for a job and I wish they would follow me, but she said she wont.

B.D in December 2018
Physical Affairs discovered in April 2019
Divorced May 2019
H (me) 49
W (her) 29