thanks for the suggestion kitkat, hope you aren't too embarassed!! Anyways I know I could take care of things myself if I need to.(blush)
My H actually mentioned to me that it could be an option!! I didn't respond. My point is that he is scared I will turn to someone else for sex, even though he tells me to move on etc....
Well last night he told his mom he'd be home at 10:30. He called me at 12:30 and told me that he is too drunk to drive right no so he would be home later, I said okay bye.
I left for work early this morning. I don't know when or if he came home. I am not calling him, I'll wait for him to call me....
update - he just called me, he got to work a little late, I asked him why he keeps saying he is not going to do this anymore, but then does it anyway!! He said he is sorry, that he got drunk. I said so? you said you wouldn't drink.
He said sorry, then he suggested that we all go to a movie tonight (shrek). I said okay I'll check the showtimes.
When he does stuff like this, it makes me question my efforts to save this marriage. Do I want to be married to someone who is a drunk, irresponsible, and unreliable? Is this who he has become? Or is this just temporary result of our sitch? will he stay in lala land forever? Will my intelligent, responsible, unselfish husband ever resurface?
If not, then I am out of here.....my time is limited.....hope he sees the light soon....
