So as the days go on, I am really confident that I made the right decision. I do feel depressed and low energy and even a bit sick. But I can’t say that I think we would work as a couple.
I do feel bad about myself though. I feel old. The demand at work recently exploded and we have a bunch of new hires that are all starting their lives.. getting married, buying homes, getting ready to have kids, or even dating to find someone to start a life and family. The other group of coworkers all have spouses and kids.