I decided to come back before H came over, and glad I did. Thanks Job and Peace, and DnJ too. Your words ring true. I have no reason to NEED to know where H is going and with whom, other than curiosity. I already know he's with OW, just don't know the extent. So, there really is no purpose. I'm dying to ask, though, I won't lie!
I am a strong woman. I know that. People tell me that all the time. But sometimes, I'm just tired. Sometimes I don't want to be strong. I want someone to hold me while I cry. The tears seem to only come when I'm alone.
And sometimes I just want it to be over. This process is exhausting. But, if the time comes that it's over, I understand the value of continuing the detachment and working on self so we set ourselves up to just cruise into our next life. I get that.
*sigh* Wish me luck today. I need prayers for restraint, too!
