Instead you can use your energy to take care of you-
The old M is over anyway-
We don't know what the future holds Maybe a renewed R with H or maybe another R when the time is right
Its always better to make decisions when we are peaceful when we feel close to God and intuitively feel its the right time to talk
Waiting is always a really good choice if we are unclear because sometimes we want to "GET things OVER" to stop the pain and fear But that will worsen it
Instead try to just Feel the anxiety with the uncertainty feel it through-it passes then you will have your answers
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow