loveforever,

honey, you do what you feel is right. And if it is having a negtive afect on son. A child comes before any adult.

But rember to try to stay clam. Right now is a time for a lot of soul seaching on your part. You might need to detach take a step back for a couple of days. At least until your angery is a little less sreave.

I am not saying don't feel what emoutins you have but don't let the emotions rule you. And ask your self what are my goals now. And is this helping or hurting.

Before you blow your top to H. Make sure S is at a friends for the night. S dosn't not need to be witness to an very emiontionly scane. And if possiable, try to vent her so you would say od do something you might regreet later.

kat