I think you're right. I can do some other things today, and concentrate on myself this weekend. I get like this when I am feeling vulnerable, I know that - and going away from home as I plan to do this weekend always leaves me feeling a bit vulnerable. It's sad to think of coming back to an empty house and I feel resentful about that. I haven't shared any of this with H at all, so he's no idea what is going on with me other than these occasional friendly cordial texts and that's the way it needs to be at the moment.
