Nice to see you had a great trip. And the bonding with the kids is awesome.
It is so telling when other “see” your faith - it just radiates that you are choosing better not bitter.
Don’t worry about those moments when you want to tell H exactly what you know. The butterflies and stomach churning will cease in time, as well as you wanting to tell H what you know. Guess which one you can control and which causes which? Indifference is coming Grace, stick to the high road, and follow your faith and beliefs.
I am glad you are getting tested. It will be good to ensure everything is ok, and put that to rest.
I do like you seeing a second attorney. As you said, you don’t need to, or plan to, take any action right now. It is just good to know what you can do, and to have someone already familiar with your situation.
Have a peaceful day.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
