Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

Let's see. My S needed some help with her broken power chair. The motors seized up and she needed help getting it loaded to go in for repair. How she expects to live in a class "C" motor home...

After loading the power chair, I cooked supper. Breaded some pork chops with a mix I tossed together. I included some cinnamon in the breading. My only mistake was to not butterfly the chops. Served with some green beans and a bit of pasta salad... good stuff. Did the dishes too.

W was home when I got there. Sorting through a bag of clothes. She can end this. I wonder if her pride is preventing even trying one more time. Yeah, mind reading.

Kind of resolved the "am I doing this for her or me" as far as church and the gym. I like the changes in me. Yeah, sore body but a good sore.

Praying for both of us. More to follow His plan over my desired end.

Still reading DejaVu6 and others.

Wonder if an apology would ease my mind. Not sure how she would view it.

Yeah, still would take her back now. After time.... don't know.