Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

Yes, been a while since I posted.

As things stand, 4/4/2019 will be one day short of 31 years, 9 months. No more Mrs. Turbine.

So much debt and won't talk to me about anything really.

Testing something that is really something we have no business testing much less calibrating. Frustrating.

Supposed to have her leaving the house. So much stuff and no packing. Home late, not home on weekends. I have enough to deal with of my stuff. Do I work around her stuff and her brother's stuff or start bagging it?

Not a way to rebuild anything.

Or am I wasting effort being considerate?

Feeling trapped on a frying pan on a camp fire.