I'm in a interesting head space right now. I have reached a point where everything W does annoys me to no end. Things that I looked passed when we were together really bother me. I also find myself not attracted to her in any way. My anger and fear are gone and I am looking forward to my future. I will be signing the finalized separation agreement in the next week and at that point for all intents and purposes we're done. I have reached the point where I am fine with that. If she came to me right now and said she wanted to fix this, I don't know that I would want to. I don't want to be with someone that doesn't love me and who can just walk out on a marriage the way she did.
I am focused solely on me and my kids and our future. I look forward to eventually meeting someone who will love me for me and not walk away when things get tough.
