So i have been trying to move forward and try to find my happy place
I have been looking after myself.
*have been to a massage *have been to reiki session *have spend loads of time with friends, had a great time *keep going to the gym *keep going to therapy *Keep being a good mum *the house is looking great, garden and house tidy
My ex-partner is going to new low points, not paying child support, stop paying the house bills. I will survive this. i can not control what he does, but i can control how i react. I will not give him the pleasure of destroying me.
So i went on a date. A friend of a friend of a friend. He just got divorce as well. 26 years married, 12 years older then me. But we are really connecting.
Very easy to talk with, and he is worrying more about my daughter more then her dad. A lot of positive vibes. Do not want to rush it, but is nice to feel desired and "look after".
In another negative note. Finally i have start to tell people that i am not longer with my partner. very sad to see how many married guys (that i know there families) try there luck with me. seriously i just have been crying for months because of cheating do you reckon that i would do that to another women/ family??
