Well yesterday was an unexpected bump in the road. Normally something like that would have set me back a few weeks but I am feeling pretty okay. I know that his affair is just that... he is a broken person making himself feel better by hopping into bed with the first person who looks his way. The fact that she was having medical problems and her last relationship was abusive makes it even that much more appealing. He gets to rescue her and her kids and feel like a hero when to everyone else that knows what he has been up to, he is the exact opposite. I think he thinks that everyone is just going to accept his new family and forget the fact that he faked medical treatments for four years and basically abandoned his wife and kids. He is delusional in that regard. His mom is beyond ashamed of him. She’s very worried about her will now. She does not want any of her money going to that woman and her kids.
Anyway...l am moving on. There are way better people out there who would never even think of doing what he has done, let alone actually do it. I am just going to focus on GAL and be the best role model that I can be for my kids so hopefully he will have less influence on who they become. I will make sure that they understand that cheating on your partner rather than trying to work things out when you have a family is absolutely 100% wrong...no excuses. No child of mine is going to be capable of that kind of behaviour. I will always, always, always stress honesty, honour, integrity, loyalty, commitment and self-respect. My H has demonstrated none of those things.
Been texting with Facebook guy from my hometown. He makes me smile. I thinkd he has come into my life for a reason. Not sure what it is yet but I am looking forward to getting to know him better to see what that might be.
