Nope, no kissing frown It did feel like he wanted to though if you see what I mean.

What I'm determined won't happen is for us to get back together and for all this to be swept under the carpet. I'm going to need to be careful not to let that happen, he did a sort of mini BD a couple of years back and nothing ever got addressed, and I cannot, will not, go back there again. I need to watch that I'm not so happy to get back together that I just let all that slide. That's what I told my IC, he's there to challenge me and keep me strong. I'm assuming we will get back together again, and that's a big assumption, but all the signals are positive.

Talking of positive signals, I'm going running with a group of friends on a Saturday in a few weeks time. I texted dh and asked if he would fancy joining us for some of it and meeting some of my friends, and he said yes. That's quite big actually, he's always been very dismissive of my friends before, and treated me going off running with my friends as something I did to annoy him (he only took up running when he left btw, before that he said he hated it!) So that's really positive smile