Well...he FINALLY admitted his affair...kind of... he’s trying to feed a line of BS to his mom that he moved in and “it just happened”. What a crock. He is such a coward. He can’t admit to anything. The only reason he said anything to his mom is because I told him he had 24 hours to tell her or I would. So...not super proud...but I went off on him. All the crap I’ve been storing up for four years just came pouring out. I told him I regret ever having met him....and a few other choice things. He introduced our kids to that woman in the summer! That is just so gross to me. His mom said she saw her as she was leaving his place and she couldn’t believe it. “She’s not even pretty.” You always expect that if your spouse has an affair, it is going to be with someone prettier or smarter or in some way better than you. Apparently not. But...she was in an abusive relationship and has had medical issues so he gets to be a rescuer and a “big man”. He is such a small man in my eyes now. I am sad that I have to co-parent with him and that my kids are exposed to such a poor role model. He actually thinks that they don’t have any feelings about what he is doing. Ugh.
So...not my finest moment, for sure, but I will find a way to take the high road. Unlike him, I always try to do the right thing - even if it is the hard thing. Ugh...just heard a door slam. I think he is here. Write more later.
