I am here with you buddy . Keep going make Krull a man everyone loves , you can do it . I am sure a gentle breeze will slowly move the cloud. I talk to random people and I find it helps to connect with other people. Even if you’re not interested, having a convo with a pretty lady can’t be bad can it ?
I have tried, actually people come talk to me sometimes, I am not ready, this journey was not chosen by me, all of what I do now makes me proud, I never in my dreams I would imagine that I am running 5k every other day, lost 25 pounds, take meditation classes, joined an activist group, work overtime every day, paying off the credit card that I was left with, somehow I have managed to have extra $$$ to pay off the credit card that W used and left me with the balance.
I am looking my best lately, very good diet and exercise, I have noticed sometimes ladies look at me talk and flirt with me, honestly I just wish it was my W the one flirting, I am not ready, I am still in love with her.
