Ugh. Things are over. I’m going to just take some time and heal. I feel horrible and left feeling like I was overly sensitive and unrealistic about relationships and like I was a poor communicator. I feel like I was unfair to him. like I misunderstood his comments and intent. I Feel like I’m doing wrong by a guy that is good at heart.

But I know if I end up back, I will probably feel like this again and it will repeat itself into another cycle. My friends that met him thinks it’s a way to make it look like my fault for the break up and that everybody does that and that’s the reason people often get back together


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer