Quick journal: we met up for a walk this afternoon. I was deliberately 10 minutes early and arrived at the same time he did. We had a really lovely, scenic walk. It was actually the same walk we did back in October but we are both in a very different place since then, so it was much less scary and much more warm between us. I didn't talk about the dreams or about anything R related because it didn't feel right at the time, just us and the kids and his work and stuff. It was lovely, I enjoyed spending time with him, and after we finished he said how nice it was, we had a big hug and got in our cars and drove away. I caught up at him at the roundabout and wound down my window and blew him a kiss and he smiled. I just sent him a text saying how much I enjoyed it. Progress.
