Thanks Yail. Yes...I was super happy about the neutrality of my experience. I really did have a good time. There weren’t any major sparks on my end but there was enough that I would go out with him again. I’ve never really just dated for the experience of dating before. Prior to my H, I dated a few people but it was always with the mindset of finding my life partner. I’ve come to the realization that the only “life partner” I need or can really count on is myself. I have a lot of love in my life and the most exciting part of this journey is that I am developing love and appreciation for myself...flaws and all.

Tonight I am hosting an Epicure cooking class. Looking forward to it even though it means I have to clean my house...lol. It’s usually pretty clean anyway so shouldn’t be too much work.

Tomorrow is a hike with my sister and then I have Monday off to do some house chores, get my hair cut and start planning for my trip next Saturday. Can’t wait. We are going to have a lot of fun.

Had a random text from my H yesterday... a picture of an electric car at his school with an extension cord running out of a classroom window. He took a picture of it and sent it to me saying “I thought you would appreciate this.” Strange. He hasn’t sent me anything like that since all of this began. Not going to wonder about it though. He was right...it did make me laugh. wink