Divorce and Acceptance part 3

[Pax_luv]

Thank you all so much for the support. I really appreciate you all and having this board to share my inner dialogues with. Thank you for being a safe space.

Ha- kml, I’ve shared this story about gas station guy with a few people and they all said the same thing and lifted their pinkies. Aye aye aye. Whatevs.

I think it got to me because while I’m not a self conscious individual, I’m self conscious when it comes to men thanks to the constant belittlent from my ex. So, it just wasn’t nice and it hurt.

Anyway, what goes down must go up..... or something like that. I have to remember to trust in the universe and trust things will work out. I have to give up control! My only role is to continue to be a person of diplomacy, grace and integrity.

Things have been so tough financially, but I just found out I have a very small bonus coming my way which is earmarked for my taxes, a car tune up and maybe even a hair cut. Score!

I just had lunch with a colleague who mentioned that my name came up for a new executive level job. I’m not qualified for it because I’m not an RN, but I can’t believe they even suggested me. This was from the regions CEO who apparently has her eye on me. Holy crap!! I literally had no idea.

Then, when I got back to my desk, I got a phone call from a colleague inviting me on another medical mission. I was really touched.

I have to remember that my real life outside of this legal cr@p is actually very good and quite abundant. I’m grateful.