LOL... thanks everyone. Only heard once from country music guy yesterday when he texted me to apologize for not texting me the night before cause I had texted him “How’s work”. He said he was super busy with work and that it was really late when he read my text so he just went to bed. We still haven’t decided where to meet so part of me is hoping he is just going to back out...lol.
I did meet someone who is really interesting. He’s actually from my home town. He is a few years younger than me and has two daughters. One of my friends from high school married his cousin. My sister stalked him on FaceBook and she says she is “in love with him for me” and that he is the male version of me...lol. “How is he single?” He has a really nice, genuine smile. He is in amazing shape and looks like he spends a lot of time outdoors. All of his posts on FaceBook are about self-improvement and inspiring stories and quotes. He told me he had Stage 3 colon cancer 13 years ago and it was “the best thing that ever happened to me”. He said it woke him up. He seems very kind and respectful. On Christmas Eve, he posted that he and his youngest daughter had traveled to the town I live in to surprise his aunt with a turkey dinner [both his parents are deceased like mine] and afterwards, they made 16 turkey sandwiches, filled up some thermoses with hot chocolate and handed them out to homeless people downtown. Even if we are not a “match”, this is someone I would want to have as a friend for sure.
I have an appointment with my lawyer today to sign my separation agreement. Feeling kind of ambivalent about it. I think it will be good to have it done even though I am not looking forward to going into debt again. Luckily, it won’t be a lot compared to what some people deal with and will be easily paid off when I sell my house eventually. My STBXH seems quite desperate to buy a home. I think he is nuts but whatever. Not my circus, not my monkeys.
Well...gotta get ready for my day. Love and (((HUGS))) to you all!!!!
