Some excellent advice that I received here was to make the choice each and every day on whether you are shutting the door or leaving it open.
For me - one day I was sure down to my bones that I was done waiting and I was done that day. This did follow months of soul searching though.
I don't regret my choice.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells