Sorry that you are here, but hopefully you will elaborate on your first post in due time, and then we will be able to provide you with some perspective on, what must be, and has been, a difficult period of your life.
I am not quite sure, how to assist you, as it is a bit unclear to me, what it is, that you are curious about / expect to find here.
Should you have any questions that you want to talk about, then do not hesitate to reach out. Most of us here are wiser from having lived through a very rough patch in our life, and we use that experience to help each other, reflect upon ourselves, our needs and the lives we all deserve. It is truly a gift, to be able to have a place like this, and I hope you will see in time.
Remember this; Staying in the past can keep you from living in the present - so take the good things from the past, and leave the rest where it belongs, in the past.
/H
BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018. EA: June 2018 PA: August 2018 - ongoing Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.