Hmm, yes, I feel like I'm past the anger, at least for now. Interesting. I feel sorry for him, he didn't choose to be here, I'm sure he's in real pain. And underneath all this pain I believe he loves me and doesn't want to lose me. I could be wrong. I believe he's also a good person despite this horrifically hurtful behaviour. Like in our marriage, I need to take some of it personally and some of it not personally. Seeing where each applies is difficult, I should have taken more stuff before personally I think. And maybe less stuff personally now.
Easter: I'm taking the kids to France for a week with one of their friends. Dh is flying over to meet us for a long weekend. At the end of Easter I'm not so sure but he said he would spend time with us over the Easter weekend. He won't have the excuse of work...
